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I’m a failure …
I feel like everything i’m doing is so wrong ..
I was at the gym today … just couldn’t wait all the day to pass…  and when i finally got there …. what … i did everything wrong !!! poor trainer … just kept helping, and telling me how to do it , and once i’m out i forget everything  + there are such beautiful bodies in there… the girls are so thin and strong the guys,too … and they all know each other and they talk and laugh …
 and i’m all by myself. …  feeling ugly, like a whale …  grh .. at least i’m following my healthy eating plan … even if i’m feeling like this… I hope tomorrow will be a better day ….